Hi just a really short post here now.
I AM TOTALLY NOT MOTIVATED TO STUDY AND AINT DOING ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE TONIGHT.
REALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY AM I ACTING THIS WAY BUT I CAN'T HELP IT.
I KNOW I'M DOING SOMETHING WRONG BUT I CAN'T TALK MYSELF INTO STUDYING REALLY HARD LIKE HOW I DID FOR MID YEAR.
IT SUCKS WHEN I'M LIKE THAT.

ok i'm off for now. :)

Optimism

Talk happiness. The world is sad enough
Without your woes. No path is wholly rough;
Look for the places that are smooth and clear,
And speak of those, to rest the weary ear
Of Earth, so hurt by one continuous strain
Of human discontent and grief and pain.

Talk faith. The world is better off without
Your uttered ignorance and morbid doubt.
If you have faith in God, or man, or self,
Say so. If not, push back upon the shelf
Of silence all your thoughts, till faith shall come;
No one will greieve because your lips are dumb.

Talk health. The dreadry, never-changing tale
Of mortal maladies is worn and stale.
You cannot charm, or interest, or please
By harping on that minor chord, disease
Say you are well, or all is well with you,
God shall hear your words and make them true.

-Ella Whelmer Wilcox

ARIES - The Aggressive

Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an Aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving.. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be 'Right'. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.

Can't find back the old me

Firstly what I wanna say is Selamat Hari Raya to all malays :)
I know it's a lil late, sorry about that.

Hari Raya is one of my favourite occasions of the year .
I get to eat cookies and dishes made by my neighbor and visit malay families which i think is pretty interesting.
I like the way malays cook their dishes. Really irresistable for me. lol.

Oh and I recieved a green packet from a Malay uncle. Thanks :-)
Though this is not the first time recieving green packets.
I am really happy to be living in singapore, what a great multi-ethnic country Singapore is. HAHA :D

I have drafts coming up just not ready to be posted up yet.
I'll see when the time comes.

For now, studies are my first priority.
But it seems like all my motivation was stolen. It's gone.
I couldn't find it back and i wonder was i affected by something or what.
Cos i wasn't like the the last two terms. my motivation was strong enough to get me moving.

and time is never enough for me to complete my revisions.
It really irritates me sometimes. I want to study but there's no time.
And when there's a hell load of time, i do simply NOTHING.

Also, there are never-ending assignments for me to complete.
I always reach home late and start rushing to complete my assignments.
It sucks to be this way. I feel like i am going to collapse anytime.

I feel really energetic now. Should i stay up to study?
Stay up till what time? 12 or 1am?
I've got upcoming tests tomorrow. Headache sia.

I think I am gonna rush home tomorrow STRAIGHT after school.
Be it there's remedial or not.

I have to get focused and throw all my troubles aside.
I have to learn to be what I was last time , not really very cheerful but at least.. well
I miss my childhood, when life was perfect.
But time cannot be rewinded, and all i know is that the clock just keeps on ticking.
And our days just keeps on passing by unknowingly.
Time never slows down, and it's something shit about it.
Time justs keep on flying, on a carefree status.

goodbye for now, may tomorrow be a better day for all of you and me.

How dumb can I get

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EOY is coming in less than 2 weeks.
I seriously need to study really hard and i'm so scared.
I can't wait for it to be overrrrrrr. and start working(i hope)
I hate this blog. Hais, anyway i am gg to bathe and study soon i hope?
AEM tomorrow. I'm still like stuck on what to wear.
And I am so tired!!!!! Shitz.
K bye for now :D

Should i believe of what you say? You know it's hard to say.. You might change after having another person in your life. Really want to treat you as a good friend. But i'm afraid misunderstandings may arise. This is so complex. Agh.

Why do i feel this way

真的很累了。。。

There's still something missing in my life.

It's too difficult to type.




















I don't feel like saying anything for the moment.

1.There's school tomorrow and I still have tons of assignments incomplete. Guess I'm dead meat.
2.I'm not going to school on tuesday but attending AEM in the noon if possible. Is this consider good or bad?
3.Following week is going to be a hectic one. (Huge sigh*)
4.I have no idea what to do for the audition. Sheesh.
5. Happy birthday shiyun! :D

I hope I can turn in early tonight. But not gona miss my fav show! Haha.
Gdnight readers! :)

Last day of school. Feeling happy as well as sad . Not really sure why am I feeling sad and happy. but it's the start of the holidays alre . well, to me :)
Also, at the same time, it will not be an exact holiday for me .
bcos it is gg to be occupied with lots of activities -.-
HAHA

Besides, i have to chiong my studies . :D LOL
anyway, I am pretty satisfied with my CA results .
Kinda unexpected but i know i paid more attention in class than in the previous terms.
but i slept more this term! LOLOL
bcos it is just so cosy over at that corner when the lights in the classroom is partially on.

And . I won't be updating so often alre . i also have nothing to post since everyday is almost the same :(
will be really busy too . I think my life is really no life.
i hope i can really get rid of this kind of stressed up and tight-for-time life. it sucks. really
How i wish i can go back to my childhood, so carefree. I realize i was much more cheerful during my young than teenager years.
maybe bcos we're all growing up. know how to think already, lol =)

Losing of my dear ones and kins really taught me a lot. Learnt how to cherish your loved ones around you.
Also to act responsibly at different situations. I'm happy that I've doing good deeds nowadays.
Really happy okkkkkkk =D

This is how I feel right now. Over-whelmed with weariness.

I should go update my LJ instead of blogger. Enjoy the new song ok. I like it, do you? :)