Friday, May 29

寂寞光年

the lyrics are very meaningful :)

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也只得被关心
一双手 一个梦
一路上都不断俯冲
痛到了忘了怎么喊痛
漫长的寂寞 淹没我的难过
我的世界 是零下的沙漠
其实我也想 有拥抱的温柔
融化那颗坚强的泡沫
漫长的等候 让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞 把天空都割破
有谁能带走 这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信 被爱的理由





ji mo guang nian 寂寞光年 (TV Version) - 刘力杨

Last day of school

I will certainly miss school. So sad that school ended, surprisingly.
Played cards today. So long since i touch on them. And got caught twice -.- SO SUAY CAN.
but nothing really happened la. Just got warning from teacher and VP (oops).

Got back results. Was caught by surprise by my class ranking.
Frankly, my results really wasn't WOW at all. (Not trying to boast REALLY)
Anyway, i still think my results suck. Gonna work harder. Pray hard for me. *chuckles. :D

Am seriously b.r.o.k.e. ! Keep reminding myself to save $$. But it seems that i keep spending it. Hope my 22/6 plan works. provided i have sufficient cash. 谁要支援我一下 :-(
OH and, really really big thanks to ms Jesslyn Lee :D
Thanks for your help.

Wednesday, May 27

Happy Birthday Siangyee ! :D

Slept more than usual today in class. Was so so so tired. School is so boring. No entertainment all day, unlike last yr. make me hate school so much. Luckily sometimes kayal will come to my class to accompany me to chat. If not confirm bored out of my mind. Seriously nothing to do lor ! Can bang my head on the wall already. Is either i sleep or study. I will only stay focused during maths & sciences lessons, others are all cannot-get-into-my-head lessons. Lol. Though i hate school, on the other hand, I'm so not looking forward to the upcoming school holidays. I wouldn't want my hectic life to slow down its space. Thereafter, i would have time to think about numerous stuffs, which i dont want. Tsk.

Yesterday's dance was fun ! Stayed back after to practice for awhile more, left first because i went to buy prezzies ! Hope that there will be more chances for the sec 3s to perf in the future. Been kind of long since i've experienced the feeling of a performer though it's only A dance. Alvin just teased me ytd. :-( Looking forward to the performances in the upcoming july & aug :D

Saturday, May 23

If only If only If only

Back. Ytd was a success i guess? :) and also a long day. took 30+ pics, but i'm gonna upload less than 10. Ha.
after school, head straight to lvl 4 to assemble. Rehearsals and practically rushing here and there.

If you ever ask me did i ever regretted joining dance, my answer would be no, and it will always be NO. why maybe you would then ask.
because, if not for dance i would not have experienced so much and there wouldn't be such tremendous growth in me.
I would not have grown much more sensible compared to how i was like in the past. I would not have real life experiences like
what is it to be like as an usher, a performer, the feeling of how everything was paid off after so much hard work, also as an audience,
the joy, fun and laughter. They're all something valuable to me. without dance, none of all this would have happened.
Really a big thankyou to mdm zhao and all the teachers of mnd. :)

This is like kind of random, but nevertheless, i'm insist on posting it up. What i witnessed throughout this period really taught me a lot,
and i cherish them . This year is truly a brand new year. I've learnt and experienced a lot which i didn't expect.
I will really keep it as a constant reminder in my mind.

Ok, back to what i'm supposed to actually post. So, being an usher surely wasn't anm easy thing. not like what we expected,
other than we have to be very very polite, a smile on all times, we have to stand for very very long time also -.-
seriously, that is so tiring. and my legs are aching like obviously. The ushers from other schools are all so sociable and friendly.
they were really nice. :-) anyway, the concert ended around 10 i guess. Reached home ard 11plus. The perf was great !
but rgt's still the best k, not i self-praise, others also say that too . Haha :D























































The ushers ! 8 schools in total. (Regent, Greenridge, Zhenghua, AES, Nanyang Girls', Fajar, Chestnut, one more i can't seem to remember. Lol. )














































Today's a short day and totally a waste of time i guess. I thought it would take me long but just awhile. and because i really
cannot find anything to do, headed home straight. and the thought of having to make another trip down for collection and payment,
really tires me out. Princess Diaries II telecasting on five t'night ! I'm gonna catch it and this explains why i'm posting now. Can't wait for monday to come.
I want PE !!!!! :(

Thursday, May 21

Today was Very Very fun ! Luv it so so so much. Though we lost, but it deosn't really matters if we win or lose,
what matters most is the procedure. I enjoyed it a lot. And very very big thanks to kayal for helping,
without her help, i wouldn't have enjoyed so much. Hehes. Used up all my energy. Damn tired you know, some more
i didnt have enough sleep the previous night. Took bus 67 back home with ram, huiyi & her sis. Alighted at my house bustop.
they wanted me to alight at lot one but i refused, cos i really cannot stand the feeling on me. Had to go home bathe first. Lol.
So came back out to lot 1 again, me & hui yi no fate lor. Haha. I went to get some stuffs then to the library.
I borrowed a book. :D

Very happy lor, finally i'm into a book. laughs. Yea, i'm so happy and contented with my life right now.
everything is so 顺心. :-)

Tomorrow's dance nite all the way till 2230 ! still have tution next morning. :-(
hopefully joey can make it on sat. then everything can be done fast and effectively. Yay. hope tomorrow's a success ! :D
lol, usher. First time wearing blazer. Gonna feel so weird, omg. Hopefully pics can be took at UCC with the dancers and ofcos dova & est :D


Speaking of dova, she's a really good friend :) Loves her. Hehehs. :-P
Wa, i saw that guai lan guy today. Some how it spoiled my mood.
tsk.

And before i forget, congrats to 3-5 girls for winning the captain's ball tournament of 'B' division ! 8)
Shall end with this picture.


Wednesday, May 20

Results are finalised. Damn. just one more A to my target! :( Physics 0.1 more to A2 lei :-( Tsk, so sad. But not quite affected. Just tell myself work hard next time =) Will spent my holidays studying and playing. I don't mind revealing my marks. if you wanna know, just ask me, i'll hand you the whole paper of mine. Lol. but don't come find me if you better than me k! Haha, kidding. just.., dont expect me to be so perfect. i'm not that talented as you people think. i'm just an ordinary person like any others, i make mistakes too, K. so, in summary, i won't be revealing my marks here, want to know, ask me lor :D

Kinder white/bueno ! So in the mood to eat it lor. as well as nougat, daim, and something sweet and chewy. Gonna find one day go buy 'em all. Hehes ;) sounds so pig. Lol. Actually, to me, eating is a Very Very troublesome thing. fill my stomach can alrd. but i have cravings too ofcourse :-)

I wonder if i can sleep tonight. I can sleep so automatically anywhere in the daylight so oftenly nowadays. and this is bcos i can't sleep at night ! I guess this explains why.And my tooth ! hurts. :-(



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so not looking forward to tomorrow. Hope it rains or at least not so sunny. Hate the scorching sun. have to wake up very early tomorrow. To meet joey then ram''s dad will drive us there. tks ram, luv u. :) slack my day today. nothing is done. spending my days aimlessly almost everyday. tks dova and jq for accompanying me home. almost slept in the bus. how i wish.. haha, nevermind. i made a stupid decision lor. felt so much like a retard. HAHA. dova ! You never online. :-( i think tomorrow i'll head home straight after the olympic games day. Lol. anyway, nobody can accompany me also, part of mnd are going over to UCC to rehearse and i've got nothing in mind to do. i should have gone swimming today lor ! so wasted. hmmmm. i hope can get the dance tee done latest by june holidays. should have done long ago, but bcos of syf and people not confirming, it has been delayed :( k, bye. i'm off to read. lol, not storybooks, but- :)

Monday, May 18

只要曾经拥有就会永远记住

I want to upload pictures but practically, i'm just lazy. Deleted allllll my posts. Haha. Cause' I don't like them.

You know I wanted so much in helping something but anyway. Sighs, doesn't concern me, so better don't bother. 有没有听过好心没好报. HAHA. :D

Cannot forget what all the funny things Joey say this afternoon sia. So damn hilarious lor ! And vivien also. Where can something so stupid happen one?!! Laughs. I feel so happy, ya these few days. Gonna treasure themmmmm whole-heartedly :)

By the way. This is a blog Joey and I created :-D Link/tag. Anything :-))))

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