Monday, May 31

My favourite...

A lil sad now. I don't know why maybe becuase of the songs I'm listening to. LOL?! Damn moodswing. Walao I want to listen to all the sad/old/classic songs la. High ones also can. Shit I am having that immerse-myself-into-music-urge again. I will start doing stupid things one. Today is a happy day but my mood a lil spoilt lei. Sad.

As days passes, we're moving onto friendship. Yay that's what I call friends :)



Before I end,
please stop judging me for goodness sake. If you think you know me well enough then let me tell you, if you really know me well enough, you won't judge me.

You are the one, Singapore



Damn cute!

Saturday, May 29

*inserts an infinite number of smiles*


I.have.to.get.back.to.studying.now.

I am really happy and I want to share my joy!!!!!!!!!!! Haha no particular reason actually i'm just happy which is, great! This is awesome. Anyway I really hate myself for been so lazy! I have been taking numerous breaks ever since I started studying. And ugh... I woke up at 930 am today due to the noise of the renovation upstairs. Seriously pissed cos this is a SATURDAY MORNING. I intended to have a long comfy sleep before waking up and start my mugging sessions but it was totally ruined. >:(

Am I scary when exams are nearing and I start mugging? Because I totally turn down all outings and take all my meals at home. Yes you didn't heard wrongly. All my family members have to suffer with me when I'm studying hard haha :P My mum has to help me pack/cook my dinner. I usually ain't the fussy sort! I'll let her cook or pack any food for me as long as it's edible. LOL and I take my meals at the wrong timings. I don't take my breakfast and I can take lunch at 2 or 3. Aftermath, my dinner will be at 8 or 9 or I'll just take a piece of bread for dinner. So......... haha am I scary??? Or does everybody turns into this manner when it comes to studying? Somehow I still feel that people are way more hardworking than me. The way they describe their way of studying. I can never BURN MIDNIGHT OIL. I will walk to my bed and sleep leaving a huge mess to clear the next morning on my desk.

Anyhooo, I'll be studying a lot during the june hols! (Doesn't feels like a holiday at all! Packed with way too much lessons for almost the whole month due to extra chem lessons) So feel free to ask me along if you wna study ;)

Oh yes, do wish me luck for MT O level. I need it.

Till then honey pies <3

Thursday, May 27

AWESOME FRIEND

"I must spread the joy towards the world. So ppl know we both are good friends"

Sunday, May 23

Time can prove who your true friends are but time cannot decide who are your true friends

I know this picture is very blur but I love this picture madly, not because it looks beautiful or any other reason you can think of, simply becuase I look happy here. Very very happy.

Things are not like how it was before. Not many will understand this unless you are in my shoes. There is so much I'd like to do and say to you. Time forbids me to. We all know there are more important issues in life. I wish I could rewind so I would not foolishly allow myself to fall into this. Friends? Ha, nobody can ever make me understand this more than you do. I don't like to be tied up with school work, results and more school work. At the end of the day, I'm bruised and scarred. I have done the dumbest thing and put down my pride in front of you. I want to be as cheerful as possible. I want to prove her wrong. I don't like the way people look down on us, it's like a stab in the heart. It's not because I'm insulted, I don't mind being insulted, it will just drives me to work harder and fight for what I want in life. I just cannot bear with the fact that you and the others are insulted too. I wonder when will we all wake up and prove people wrong. I have always believed that we can do it, but as time goes by, I am gradually losing faith in everybody. However I have never lose faith in you, because I believe that we will be so happy on the day we should be. You ask me why do I help you so much, I was really dumbfounded at that point of time. I totally had no idea why was I working so hard to improve on you. The bottom line is that I'm sincerely thankful for all that God have given me in life. No doubt, life is not smooth. But I will never make the effort to erase those bad memories, these are all part of life. Why should I avoid them? I may lose everything but I want to make it big someday.

Thursday, May 20

I just realize I'm waiting for time to pass everyday


LOOK AT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TELL ME WHAT TO DO :(((( GIVE ME SOME COMMENTS? :)



Sometimes life's not so bad, sometimes life's really thumbs down
Sometimes really dreamy things happen, some other day, it's a bore.

Today is peaceful. I met Zoe on the bus otw back home.
Today, I've pick up something new :)
Today I don't understand why.





I am so disgusted by your actions

Tuesday, May 18

Lost touch

>:( WHY AM I SO SAD????


Nobody knows lor and I have to pretend nothing is bothering me and in turn comfort others around me. Not pin-pointing or blaming anyone, I just don't feel good. Anyway, my results were so-so. I will work harder, I swear. Never want to let anyone down anymore. I need that happy pill. Sometimes, I wished my brain reacted faster the moment you open your mouth, so I can make you speechless right in your own face.


:'(

Saturday, May 15

Love you anyway - Boyzone


The phone is clearly one of the best inventions of all time, but it is also the most lethal of weapons during a breakup.
It mocks you when it's silent, it beckons to you when you're drunk and it's only too glad to tell you,"You have no new messages".

Stay


Oh yes, I got to blog this! I had a very funny funny dream last night. And suddenly my alarm clock started ringing. I was laughing so hard in the dream, seriously. Did you wake up at 8 today? It was one of the best dreams I've ever had. They just started dancing to the rhythm in a retarded way LOL GOD DAMN HILARIOUS I SWEAR. Sigh

Frowns

Nothing to look forward in life anymore :'(

Setbacks in life...

makes us stronger.


Whatever it is, if I don't do well for my exams, I have no one else to blame except for myself.

Friday, May 7

Autumn Concerto

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nBac3oz6oM

Click on this link above! And start watching from 3:34 i think. I swear you will cry and the background music is so nice!! I took such a long time to figure out what is that song.
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