Out of the blue, I just told myself to get a proper post done today. And so I am going to do it right now. I’m flushed with thoughts all over my mind, can’t think straight. Anyway just let me start on something… Optimism.
If you’ve been following my blog, then you most probably know that I used to be quite a pessimist few years back until last year. I’d tell you, it never felt good feeling so negative every single day. I believe everyone goes through this at least once in their entire life. I’ve went through it and I pray I’ll never fall into such a pathetic state anymore. I’ve always thought being optimistic was hard. I mean like how many people can stay happy every single day, without having disturbed by the unnecessary thoughts that never fails to disrupt your thinking once a day??? Until I met some cheerful lad that made me thought… Hey life isn’t so bad. If we’re both humans, he can be so happy why can’t I? Then I vowed to be happy as well.
How many chances are we given to live life? Live it good. Everything will eventually fall into place. The bottom line is: Being optimistic is actually pretty easy. I think all we have to do is to switch our mind set from a negative one to a positive one. How difficult can that be? Unless you refuse to accept that there is a good side to everything as well, things will work. You can choose not to trust me though.
On a completely different note, I think the drive and determination to stay grounded to your principles/beliefs are the challenging part. And apparently, I’m facing this problem now. What’s the point by telling yourself “ok I’ll do this and that” and end up doing nothing the next day. I suppose this is the real test. I feel that I’ve made the wrong choice, took the wrong step. Now I am regretting but what’s left for me to do? Suck it up. Pull it through. Get over and done with this mess. I chose the route and I don’t think I should be complaining.
As much as I want to deceive myself, I have to face the facts because to be very honest, I don’t enjoy anything I am doing now. This is the story of my life but it is definitely going to take a turn.
Now I really admire people who fell real hard yet still be able to pick up themselves from the great falls. I wish, hope and pray that I’m one of them.