Hi just a really short post here now.
I AM TOTALLY NOT MOTIVATED TO STUDY AND AINT DOING ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE TONIGHT.
REALLY DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY AM I ACTING THIS WAY BUT I CAN'T HELP IT.
I KNOW I'M DOING SOMETHING WRONG BUT I CAN'T TALK MYSELF INTO STUDYING REALLY HARD LIKE HOW I DID FOR MID YEAR.
IT SUCKS WHEN I'M LIKE THAT.

ok i'm off for now. :)