Tuesday, September 22

Can't find back the old me

Firstly what I wanna say is Selamat Hari Raya to all malays :)
I know it's a lil late, sorry about that.

Hari Raya is one of my favourite occasions of the year .
I get to eat cookies and dishes made by my neighbor and visit malay families which i think is pretty interesting.
I like the way malays cook their dishes. Really irresistable for me. lol.

Oh and I recieved a green packet from a Malay uncle. Thanks :-)
Though this is not the first time recieving green packets.
I am really happy to be living in singapore, what a great multi-ethnic country Singapore is. HAHA :D

I have drafts coming up just not ready to be posted up yet.
I'll see when the time comes.

For now, studies are my first priority.
But it seems like all my motivation was stolen. It's gone.
I couldn't find it back and i wonder was i affected by something or what.
Cos i wasn't like the the last two terms. my motivation was strong enough to get me moving.

and time is never enough for me to complete my revisions.
It really irritates me sometimes. I want to study but there's no time.
And when there's a hell load of time, i do simply NOTHING.

Also, there are never-ending assignments for me to complete.
I always reach home late and start rushing to complete my assignments.
It sucks to be this way. I feel like i am going to collapse anytime.

I feel really energetic now. Should i stay up to study?
Stay up till what time? 12 or 1am?
I've got upcoming tests tomorrow. Headache sia.

I think I am gonna rush home tomorrow STRAIGHT after school.
Be it there's remedial or not.

I have to get focused and throw all my troubles aside.
I have to learn to be what I was last time , not really very cheerful but at least.. well
I miss my childhood, when life was perfect.
But time cannot be rewinded, and all i know is that the clock just keeps on ticking.
And our days just keeps on passing by unknowingly.
Time never slows down, and it's something shit about it.
Time justs keep on flying, on a carefree status.

goodbye for now, may tomorrow be a better day for all of you and me.
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