Monday, August 31

Promise not to use the computer so often alre ok. I don't wanna spoil my eyesight and I want to have more time for my studies :) :)

Very sad because our steamboat buffet dinner was cancelled. It's really ridiculous when we only called up friends for a simple gathering yet they have so much to consider. Brought back memories from what happened last time. Sigh. I was really looking forward tho, but since it's cancelled, I shouldn't harp on it anymore.

Sembawang park :)
We just missed each other by one step.
Firstly, a very happy teachers day to all the teachers who have helped me through my obstacles. I appreciate it a lot. :)Saw my primary school teachers over at the shopping mall today. Felt somewhat homely when I saw them.but I do not have the courage to go up to them tho. lol Really happy to see them again. Haha.


Anyway I caught The proposal today with zoe and friends after school. It was super funny i tell you. I laugh till cannot stop even until I left the theatre.I didn't expected it to be that funny. I thought it would me normal. Maybe just a few parts that were hilarious. But I was wrong man. It was freaking funny. It's the first time a movie made me laughed so much and so hard. I'll rate it 5/5 if you ask me to. You guys should really go and watch it. It's fantastic. I think the storyline was not bad too. K la my message to transmit to you guys is just go and catch this movie kkkkkk. It's really damn good. if only all movies were that hilarious. Than i would be a movie freak. LOLOL. I'm kind of keen to watch Turning Point by Laughing Gor and others. Hehes. Shall find someone to watch with me or just wait for the dvd. :D

Saw my dearest evonne ytd night. She's still as adorable. Sha made me laughed so hard just by one silly act of hers. Snap shots of her but I ain't gonna upload it yea. heh heh ;)I kinda missing her already. Can't wait to see her soon! I hope next sunday.

Friday, August 28

I just checked my previous post.
And wow so many mistakes. Gna go edit it now if not later ppl laugh.
lol

Slow pace

I was a bit pissed this afternn. Not about anything, just pissed.
I was feeling weird or is it neutral? Ahhhh. I don't know.
I just didn't felt right, or maybe it was because I was too tired from gym.
I was walking, at a really slow pace, even when I was walking into the 300 lane.
Bet the girl behind me was fed up. She gave me some look which I do not know how to describe. LOL
My mind was in a total blank while I was walking.
There was just music in my ears and strangers walking pass me.
I was you can say in a superb comfortable state.
And I think I was really pissed for whatever reason. I had the urge to tell the two girls beside me to shutup.
Because despite the loud thundering music my phone is projecting, I could still hear almost clearly about the girls'conversation.
Just imagine how loudly they are talking. But eventually they alighted the bus before me if not I would have had a unpleasant ride on the bus.
I hate it most when I have an unpleasant ride on any transport vehicles.
but i felt better in the evening. Happy endings always make me smile :)

neeeeeeeways, we have changed seating arrangement in class. I have NO comments bout it
after so long i am still stuck there
but i will look on the bright side ya :) there are advantages sitting there too.
and bet teacher won't change my seat so easily anymore cuz yup haha
I so fking wanted to slap your face today. but i missed that chance of reprimanding you.
and if it wasn't for the girls, i wouldn't have gave in.
You are really theworst of the worst i have ever seen.


I just had a lame joke. It was so lame i couldn't take it man.
Damn lame i tell you. i dont srsly dont get how funny this can be lor pls.
LOLOLOL
Okay i have aem tmrw. And not really looking forward bcos i have to wake up freaking early in the morning on a saturday.
gna get my ic photo done tmrw too i hope it will turn out at least okay then i very satisfied alre.
i dont want pin too high hopes on the result.
and yknow hor im super happy with my physics result but of coz this is term 3 easier to score.
i know i'll have to work harder for term 4 ya right.
and my social studies. B4. its actually not bad but then let me tell you later geog will pull me down like crap.
and on monday. big issue.

You said you were left with no friends, you said that your friends all left you.
Yup maybe thats true. But thats all because you were too obssessed with your dear boyfriend,
that you have no time for your friends.
Pls stop pushing the blame to everyone else, think about it.
Is it only your friend's fault? Or the fault lies between the both of you?

Tuesday, August 25

you know as days passes, i find that i hate you even more despite...
but nvrmd, i have other more important things to attend to other than you :)
so you carry on with your life okay
And to be very frank, not really bothered if you reach out to me or not, bcos to me you're not important anymore. We have drifted long ago.

I know people read this paragraph already will start making wild guesses but just wna make it clear i'm not talking 'bout joey :)
I feel so cheeky today. (glad)

A feeling I'll own only in a thousand years.

Anyway I didn't want to update. But I really feel so cheeky I couldn't help. Evonne I miss you so much. I wonder when can I see you next. I hope soon. And I am so lousy omg. Anyway i feel so HAPPY today. Many people made me laugh. But i just found out a horrendous truth on msn not long ago :( Actually it's nothing. and its over

Should I give up on my maths? just sick of it.
so tired of studying. MOTIVATION!!!!! where did you go? I need my pillar of strength.

Monday, August 24

I want steamboat. :D

I am hungry NOWWWWW. omgzx i have to go sleep.

Goodnight people. Loves to all.

Nights,
G.
yknow i love mondays cuz i getta take bus 300 to school. It's so cool to sit in a freezing bus early in the morning. Not really. and the best part of monday is that I can wake up 1hr late. Rest of the day not really that marvellous and interesting.

I'm kind of lazy to off the computer and go to sleep. Cuz theres a few procedures before I can go to sleep.
  • Wash my face
  • Brush my teeth
  • Pack my damn bag(I'm always trying to make it lighter, I find that every day my bag is pakced with clothes!)
  • Watch a bit of TV.
  • Some stretching i always do. (Please dont laugh. Gaaaa)

I'm so lazy to even pick up the paper that fell on the floor beside me. Needless to say the list above. Sheesh. Anyway, I have just written a chunk of crap at the side. I just have the mood to do it and hence :) I think it'll be gone like after not very long. I love it don't you? I'm lazy to go to sleep. I feel like bursting music into my ears for the entire night. I hope that there's no lesson tomorrow. I'm so tired. but i am happy elated estactic overwhelmed overjoyed all smiles to have you around me.

Every morning..

Omgzx. I am so addicted to ziying's phone. HAHAHA.
I want to play but sadly I will not be attending dance tomorrow because of AEM.
I have been really happy okay. Dont you envy me LOL lame.
so everybody pls dont come affect my mood. be cautious alright.
what the shit i talking. Okay la, i'm really very happy la. Thou there's still some things not right.

Anyway, one of the reason is because WE FINALLY GET TO CHANGE SEATS!!!
I was like announcing to the whole world NOT to knock on the back door again,
because very soon it's not me sitting there anymore heh. Quite pleased with the people around me
And i'm sitting like in the middle of the class? Great. I can concentrate.
Last year also i sit in the middle of the class. So shiok one lor i tell you
Can see everywhere without any obstacle. LOL i'm so lame la

Secondly i also dont know leh. You know im just happy and happy.
I'm always elated to recieve wxy's text. She always gives me a 'surprise' in the morning :)
Well that what she calls it. Loves her and i miss her so much!

Let me show you a joke.



Triangles sux.

If you think i'm trying to brag, let me tell you i'm not.
but if you don't believe then oh well.

I wonder if I'm thinking too much or it's really the truth?
If I am setting too high goals for myself or I am just plain stupid?
Are you avoiding me or isit just what I see that made me think so?
Am I? Or do I yearn for too much?
You don't even bother to smile to me.
and why do we keep staring to each other? Why did I avoid your stare?
Why did we stare? What is all this?

Confusion.

Friday, August 21

I AM SO DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF.

Have a good sleep tonight people. :)

Cheers,
G.

Thursday, August 20

Lazy to update. I have no time to do so anyway. Need to complete lotsa stuffs.


mid-autumn festival is almost here. I hope this year will be like any other year.
I will head to sebawang beach to play :) those times were great. Just that these few years,
everybody do not have the time to make it for this gathering. So i hope this year this outing will be possible.
Hees.

Hmm. I wont be updating so much here now anyway. So pls dont miss me ok! lol
I love you people out there. I am going to watch forensic heroes later on. If I have time.

With love,
G.

Wednesday, August 12

I had a gre8 noon at long john. Saw so many familiar faces. That zoe make me laugh till peng lor please.
It has been so long since I laughed so happily and laughed my heart out. Really enjoy their company.
So I wanna thanks them :D Ty!!

I was so freaking full after the meal. Couldn't move or walk properly, lol.
It has been decades since I ate fats food after school. Such junk foods.
Tsk, should not come into contact with it so much.
Heeees.

But it has been a satisfying meal for me too since I had not enjoyed fast food for so long.
Wednesday seems to be the only free day in the entire week. Doesn't sounds pleasant at all but at least it's better than not a day.
Which also means wednesday is the only day for me to rest!!

Ok till here Did some arrangements for my blog. Satisfied? Na. Never contented. LOL Who says?
No la with family and friends around me, I have nothing more to ask for and am very happy :D
Will post again on this sat/sun? Or next wednesday. Depends. So don't wait :)
I scared later your rot. :P HAHA!
Can you imagine how sad!!!!! I am now ??! I accidentally clicked some button, and poof! goes my hit counters html..
Can't get it back anymore. And I have to start again with ZERO.

Tell me how does an impatient being do that !! Wlao, I am so sad la !
It already hit 700 and reaching 800, I was hoping to see one thousand in few days time,
but one click and all gone :(

I know I am so naggy to keep on harping on this issue but just let me be alright?
I am so sad right now. Gosh, I am FOREVER so careless, and I really hate it.
See? This is what I meant by life's irritations. SuX to the max and the core to the underground and BLA.

Omg I cannot take it anymore! How I wish some magic would happen now and ahbracadabra, my code would come back. Any body knows how to solve this thing?
Pls comment and lend me a helping hand if not I can go bonkers.

Monday, August 10

Sunday, August 9

A long week filled with mixed feelings

Hi people ! Guess it's been kinda long since I updated but it didn't felt that long lei.
Ha. I'm like so tired bushed beat exhausted leathrgic bla bla bla.. HAHAHA.
Every week seems so tiring for me ! Never ever able to get ample of rest.
Plus, common tests are coming and I'm so going to go crazy studying.

I'm happy but tired everyday. Almost. Couldn't be bothered by all those irritating freaks.
I can hardly reach home early for one day. Do yknow how much I wanted to reach home early,
yearning for that everyday but wasn't able to do that because of the busy scheldue ??!
It doesn't really sounds busy if you know how it is like but I'm so sure that I can't fork out a single bit of time
for myself. Which is such a sad thing.
Apparently, I enjoyed dance practice on thursday. It was uber fun !!
I was sweating and laughing like crazy. The hall really must store more fans, it's always the hall that makes me sweat!
I learnt the dance that eugenia+serene+joey choreographed. It was splendid, I'm still working on it.
Such geniuses aren't they? Personally, i don't really fancy genius. Oops, not all la but they were great i must swear! And I love them! I love all my dance mates from Sec 3s.
And school sucks a big time man! Really got me Very frustrated and irritated at times.
I'm always sleepy in class, especially before recess, when I have not take in any consumption of food
HAHA, I will always try to take a quick nap but pay attention at the same time.
Which is kind of like impossible. Lol. Nevertheless, I will still TRY to keep myself wide awake.
I don't really care if I'm chosen for Achiever's tea ornot. Moreover, I heard that it's over too.
So I would deeply appreciate if Mrs Choo would stop using that as a threat to me.
Because it doesn't really matters to me. I think it is also not right for teachers to threaten their students anyway, right?

I'm actually quite curious about my horoscope. I want to know if my horoscope is right about me.
I was hoping that someone would send me such an email. But I recieve none of this type.
So sad news. Lol. Can say that I'm actually naive or stupid,
becuase I actually believe in such stuffs. For example, tarots, horoscope, dumb stuffs that a normal person wouldn't believe.
But I think deep inside everybody's heart they still believe a bit of everything isn't it ?
As in, people have curiosity mah.. So it's like even if they strongly object about a certain say,
Deep inside, i guess they are still a bit unstabel ba.
I don't know but that's what I think. Very boliao right, think of such stuffs.
But what I said made sense right ? Meaning it is somehow true. Haha =)

Friday was ndp celebration. Actually wanted to give it a miss and stay at home to sleep, but didn't in the end.
Well that's not really a bad thing though. Had fun. Woke up like approx 530am. Met zoe&co for breakfast.
It's the first time I had breakfast so early! I normally go to school with an empty stomach. HAHA.
I was like damn drowsy by 9 to 10am plus. Super tired la!
Gave gym and everything else a miss. No energy, lol.
Tang helped me with scorpion hair. Thanks but it didn't turn out quite well. Too loose..
Went over to sunshine to get some stuffs. I totally love the giant in sunshine to bits !!
Had a good sleep in the noon then. I thought I could do some revision but it seems like I was too tired to do so.


This picture is so cute.




Had a terrible dream on thursday night! It is actually normal if to many, but to me it was horrendous.
Now I get a very strange feeling facing people who appeared in my dream.
The dream felt so real, but when I woke up. All seemed to be, just a dream.
It's a good thing all this were just a dream anyway.
Good, that's good. Lol.

Supposedly to study yesterday. But I was informed last minute that I need go pray for some personal reasons.
And ya, had dinner at Town. It was a 7 course meal. My appetite was shiat. I was oready feeling full after only the STARTER. =P
Imagine. Lol. But I manage to finish my meal with others helping me.
It's always good to share =) Everything would taste better.
But.. I guess I'm not really up to this kind of big feast with a lot to eat! Because I was feeling terrible when I reached home..
Lol, what an appetite I have. So I think next time I should just stick to what I usually eat.
Lazy to elaborate, so shall let pictures do the talking.


The menu

Starter


I think that salad was the best among all.


This is nice too. Mushroom. Hehs. =D


Mushroom soup. Looks gross but taste nice.


Main course : Spicy Stingray.



Dessert : Brownie with ice-cream and invisible fats :o



Manage to find a profile picture too!
You are like a nightmare and a fairytale to me.Your surname, your name, how you look from the back, that stupid thing that happened.Everything about you still revolves around in my mind. But I'm sure of myself, I will be able to overcome you soon.

Outdated pictures :


After dance

This was what Joey gave me. I (L) it !


And this was what I gave joey. Filled with sincerity!!




Also, today is singapore day. SOOO, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ! :D
I miss watching previews but sadly this year nobody has tickets to offer me.
Anyway, I must say that I love Singapore !
Lastly, I so hate blogger.

Monday, August 3

I gave up on my homework. HAHAHA.
It's so long-winded and crappy. I know I'm just making excuses la whatever . HAHAHA :D
Oh oh oh and i got this very cute emoticon on msn thats twists !
So adorable lor :D
Frankly, I don't look forward to school tomorrow and I need to dig out a book from some corner of my room for assembly tmw.
How irritating can that be
TIMECHECK : 8.56PM
Today, I am so tired from the usual days. I think I am getting more and more pig as the days get by.
I overslept on sat morning and in the end I gave tution a miss.
So bad right, I felt so guilty, teacher told me not to miss lesson already.

Also, nowadays, I am very slow in thinking. As in I take a longer time to catch a joke -.-
I have no idea what happened to me.
Okay and now I'm like trying to do my homework in front of the computer which is abit difficult
because usually I cannot concentrate.
I manage to overcome my temptations today and saved up !! So proud of myself. Heeeees. :D

I had a fabulous sunday bytheway ! I am so so so happy.

TIMECHECK: 9.06PM
Okay, I guess I'm not gonna finish my work by 10. Thats what I aim.
Because I want to sleep at 11 :P
Oh yes, this morning I was so irritated by all the constant reminders and threats from teachers that I...
But it is always very nice of huiyi to ask if i'm okay :)

TIMECHECK: 9.16PM
Kind of glad I didn't see you this morning. Expected because today's monday.
I can take my favourite bus ! :) But tmw? I don't really know.
Somehow very afraid to face you.
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