Melting within his beautiful vocal...

-Jianyou is a super good guy omg
-I slept while listening to some good music last night heee :>
-I am so very happy about numerous issues
-STUPID YOU TEASED ME YOU ARE GONA GET IT FROM ME!!! MWHAHAHAHA

ok this is so lame. Days have been great, enjoying the current peace/busy/hectic/joyous lifestyle lol? Ok i'm just elated. SHOPPING TMR (Y) no more shopping sprees with the girls:(

It all adds up to be happy

Feburary is almost here! there's a list of things to be happy/anticpating about for the month! Time do fly huh? It's almost one month since the first day of 2010! Swear I'm gona be so much more hardworking than I was, in jan! Started to get on track already and things are working pretty well... Anyway I have been VERY happy recently, I have sorted things out and learn to like open up(tho it might be hard at times, as in words can be hurtful, but it doesn't really matter much now, so much more things to handle! who cares? I'll just give them what they give me). I have changed I know, people who hangs out or talk to me frequently, I guess you can sense that? In terms of how, I don't and am lazy to explain. I'm glad I've changed since I said I wanted to at the start of 2010, I feel a hundred thousand truckloads happier now :)

K I feel like changing my site to wordpress.com but I know nuts about wordpress! How? Ha ha ha. I'll go test it out someday when I have the time and if it does works then I will lead you guys to the way there ok! :) I think I am going to burn midnight oil today, sadly people will fall asleep won't accompany me study tgt lor:( then I study myself...
I have :

• 2 papers to finish
• 3 to 4 tests to study for before next week comes
• irritating inference ws to complete!
• revision to do...

This is how my life goes... School > Homework > > Tests > Revisions > Dance > Chingay rehearsals > CNY event rehearsal > Tuition

I need sleep desperately. I tried what Alvin Chua suggested but it doesn't helps lei.

I love this baby!! SONY WX1 BLACK. I want to get it ha ha ha. But I have got no cash :(

Happy girl :)

Haha I enjoyed school, yes. You didn't heard wrongly.
I was feeling happy + sad on mondays and tuesdays + wednesdays. Crap.
Overall, I was happy. I (L) myself when I laugh a lot. Cos I feel happy. Hehe :)
Spent quality time with girls after school today :) Enjoy and misses those times!! Aw.
Hopefully there won't be a lot of homework for this week. Then I will be able to shop on the weekends.
No rehearsals = yay! + i can spent quality time with the girls <3

Anyway this is something random :
I h8 texting, I really do. HAHA cos as I always complain to people it hurts my thumb.
On the other hand, it kills boredom. So ya..
But I'd prefer to talk face to face than to talk behind the screen.
:)

removed my layout code and changed back to old editor. way too messy!! hahaha and I enlarged the photo LOL lousy quality sia.. Look @ the movement and dance logo on my tee. Like blur only

I am happy, are you?

I never had the privilege but now I don't care about that anymore

i don't know how to say but i am so thankful for the way you stayed by me when i needed somebody so different thanks but it isn't so easy for me anymore
things have changed for me and the surroundings. Now I just want to focus on my sciences & humanities which i need to put much more effort in.
I'm trying hard enough to love english, it was never my forte since young...
We all have dreams and goals i'm sure there will be a better tomorrow for us. I'M SO GRATEFUL AND THANKFUL. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH.
With so much gratitude and smiles, G :)




I'm glad you wldn't be here. both need time to cool down


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I thought you were coming back to school. If you see me once again, I've changed. for the better.
I was never the person you knew anymore, I CHANGED. Thanks for making my life so crazy, cos it did no kill me, in fact it made me stronger.
Once I finish coping my O's, i'll try to accept another one. All this happenings has taught me to overcome the obstacles one by one.
Magically, it does works. Now even when I see you on my msn list i feel disgusted. You're a guy with a cute face and a black heart inside.
You cld fool and take as tho nthg happend. Great. no doubt You two are the same thats why y'all ended up hurting us.
whatever it's past tense anyway. so thats the solution how extreme can that be i never thought my feelings would end up this way
but it's better from another perspective so i wouldn't fall back into the trap again right?

Weak

I just read my previous post and I found it so stupid. The recent week was a surprising week. Filled with so many unexpected incidents. Ok anywzzz i just felt so stupid after reading my previous post cos i don't miss you anymore, i don't feel anything anymore i just h8 you so much i think 85% off my mind. Bai bai like forever in no time. I find back also no difference we are still strangers. There will be a better one this yr or next yr or next next yr... or whatever so no pt wasting time on you. I'm gg to go ctach some shut eye after this my eyelids are so freakin heavy i can't stand it anymore. I didn't really post in detail about this wk. Will type it in my phone then transfer it into my ps instead. Too persoanl already HA HA. How LOL. Btw hopes that some funny guy recover soon take care of yourself dude! and also... work hard this is fo another person la. Hmmm i haven't got to know Wn's result too busy to contact her. Shall catch up on the upcoming gathering. Can't wait for the 30th!! and I need to head down to daiso weeeeeee! Marley & me is just so.. Awesome I'm so glad that i'm slow in reading(LOL) so i get to enjoy the book longer than how people normally do ya? :) before i go. ha ha *click click* ENTER & DELETE!!!!!!


Things are different nw. let me tell clarify this : 原来失去了还找得回来，是庆幸还是幸运？
DUDE, FORGET ABOUT IT. One, scram. Two, be friends again. Let me repay you on what you truly deserve. I'll make it clear. Be wise.

Nothing written here

I really am so grateful to you but I don't know how I should express that.

Anyway ahhhh I decided to rest fo today a bit regret but time also passed already so no point regretting. I left my phone aside in another room. Haven't been touching it since 8plus. Lazy go check also. Sometimes I hate my phone so much. Sometimes I hate texting so much cos it hurts my thumb:( LOL ok la i still very upset over the making-empty-promises thingy also it's last yr, but 2009 has only been over for 18days. WAKE UP. K anyway i know you saw me and i turn your direction you turn somewhere else. (i sound so~~.... here) i..... m...... you la ok. but no point also. i want throw away but "lucky lucky" let me find back. omg i never thought that'd happen. Sianzzz want focus also cannot.
I get pissed off so easily nowadays sighz cos i feel to worn&stressed out thats why. Then i get annoyed&irritated very easily so shag in the morning also. AIYA I FEEL SO.... don't know how to describe also. k la don't want type anymore i want go read my book heee so happy to read book cos about dogs and it's talking about a Lab!!! :) Sigh i mizz you my pal..... anyway i was thinking should i get myself a dog as a pet? Not this yr but maybe some time l8r. but don't wanna go thru the pain again but tell me where got so good one right. so sighzz~~~~~~ LOL BAI luvvvvv XOXO

Fill in the blanks!

I'm wasting time here zzz-.- surprised i still have the leisure to waste time? Ha.

***

Thank god I met you, when I said lend me a listening ear you really did!(Anyway i started rattling off before you agreed so ha ha maybe you're not that wonderful ok i'm just kidding)
Then you still offered to help me ____ that ______ __! LOL so funny but thanks still.
Then er there's still many things la thanks thanks x1000000000000 times.
No idea how I should repay you, no matter how great you can be you're not able to _______ the ________.
Nonetheless, you're a wonderful+awesome friend. You have flaws too but ya that's what you are.
THANK YOU.

With love & so much gratitude,
G

Ok, my eyelids are super heavy now but I haven't sleep.

Seriously, it's so true. One incident and it proves it all, you have never been ______ therefore you will never be. No point being so nice to you. Just makes me tired. Giving you smiles, just bring tears to myself.
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Today we did not ___ glad or not? I am a little, and a little upset but it's ok, sometimes cannot be super glue lol. Anyway there's nothing _______ __. So...ya :) I hope you'll change for the better my dear friend! Remember all the dreams and goals you told me work hard enough to fufill all this dreams :) toodles and sleep tight.

Busybusybusy

Let's applaud cos it's finally friday! And week 2 is finally down... I feel like I am going to suffocate soon cos there are like so many things for me to handle, and pretty much things
I am worried for now. Know I shld leave them aside, I wish I could, but the fear is growing in me. Ok anyway, I'm so relieved it's friday and suddenly Mr Zur's naggings during
last yr suddenly popped into my mind. Ya what he said was so true(i knew from the beginning) but ya it just feels so.... can't find the right words to describe.
I hope I can find extra time for revisions, I really need to learn to manage my time and emotions well! I'm so afraid everytime the thought of O's is there. I so envy people who have graduated, and I so want to graduate like now!!... but it's impossible thou, have to work really hard but I feel so uncertain now seriously for I don't know why reason, I feel extremely uncertain about numerous things. I have to cope with like my studies/dance/plannings/trips down to certain places and seriously make it fast!! It's getting so annoying when I can't find the correct time and day to slot in those activities. With remedials + CCAs, I almost have no more time already not even for revisions, I'm so afraid... and with the upcoming rehearsals for chingay, I think it's gona be fun but hell as well cos I know I'll turn into a even worse state, complaining that I'm tired, i'm tired, I'm so very tired! I wish somebody can hear all this, there will be, just not the right person.


On a brighter note, I'm happy that I'm coping pretty well with both my maths and physics. Happy that I have the best subj teachers for Geog(so hopeless in MY case)/SS/Chinese!! :) Happy that I'm am actually reading a book :D (Y) But still...No idea what happened to my chemistry, my mind go blank and i get all frustrated everytime I want to do my Chem ws. Sigh but I have to bear with it anyway, and make sure I do it right and get it right. I will get back my passion for Chem(I rmb how much I hated chem last time(first half of 2009) and who help me got them back, thanks Ms... LOL i forgot her name.) and I will ok, for sure sumpah LOL.


By the way... I will only be blogging once a week because seriously I have no time for it, and only can do a rough summary of how my days went in school and outside after 5 days of torture:( It's tormenting:C anyway I want to thanks a few people here for standing by me/or listening to my problems in the recent! It's stupid that I actually......let it past anyway. Thanks tang jp ts!! You guys are extremely great!! :) and i am so pathetic zoe accompany take 307 today. HAHA many funny things happened during dance today, had super uber fun! but I think we let xu laoshi down. anyway i just saw this look-alike-to-a-primary-schoolmate's-younger-brother-sec2-guy LOL he's super hardworking and he damn zai in push-ups.


I think that's all for this week and hopefully I'll be able to study every afternoon + nights excluding days which I have CCAs. Seriously I feel super nervous and jittery. I really want to do well and in order to do that I have to work hard!! I need more time for god's sake. I hope we have 48hours a day, well humans are greedy, aren't they? :)

I feel worn out.

I wish you were here.

I am so tired even the thought of makes me feel tired...

Aww.


I have lost a pal for more than a year, do you know how terrible it felt?

Homework

Done with week one already, how great uh. More to come! Thumbs up or down? All the best to Wn tomorrow kz!!!!! :) Maybe I should just skip all those false plannings tomorrow. Besides, it's not fate, just pure purpose-ness. Anywayz I so (L) my ps :) heee

If you think letting go is so simple, you'd have done it long ago. Make sense huh?

No matter how much advices I shoot you with, you just don't get it.

Mutual trust/ Mutual understanding, yes?

I don't seem to understand you at all, yes? I don't even know when you're telling the truth and when you're cracking a joke.

Thank you
Thank you for the times we shared,
You made the bad days not so bad...
Thank you for your smiles, your frowns,
You bring life to my empty town...
Thank you for making me tear,
You help me realise my weakness and fear...
Thank you for hating me in the end,
I learn to be somebody stronger...

-Hundred days(it's not a novel btw)

Somehow, it's somewhat similar..

I hope I go "heeeeeeeeeeee" all the way LOL

Hello folks! I'm so dead tired! Woke up so early today yet was late for school, but I think they let it off cos nothing happen. Er...so tired &I have no long white socks. Ha ha ha ha. Ok, as expected so many asked me about my face... LOL y'know it's always irritating to repeat it again and again. Oh! anyway I got the album already sooooooooooo happy!! But I haven't got to check it out yet. First day of school I think I relax first HOR? Tomorrow then start to finish my holiday assignments and my books!! I haven't got them yet but luckily I got e-maths from Serene, thanks babe! Congrats for being our '10 4-9 chairperson heee. All the best!

Oh another thing, don't understand why people like to follow the trend in such a "standard" way, C'mon la anybody said we must all do it that way? Be yourself. Just do what you like, why care about how people see and think about you ya? :) Perhaps,that's how it goes. Anyway I have a feeling that there's more that's about to change this yr... sigh but I'm not afraid :>

School's starting

I am going to be...DIFFERENT. Cos' I look happier that way :) School is starting tomorrow anyway, have to catch some shut eye cos I only had like 6hrs of sleep last night! 10pm right now, after my all-time fav I shall sleep! Toodles people, it's a new beginning tomorrow and let'z pray that everything's gona turn out to be alright :) For at least i hope..

I will be doing a late summary of my cannot-be-anymore-worst-2009 okay :) goodnight! Almost 1am alre. so tired!!

2010 is here..

What are your new year resolutions? :)





Hopefully this year would be a better one.
Have a blessed 2010! :)