Magnolia white clouds

What is this man, why is jesus playing with me. I trust you!!!! WTH why am I so absent-minded zzz. Crap this is so nonsensical. Ok I am just pissed off not emo not emo, pls dont come comfort me or wtv cos it's like no use at all. I have just screw up things and nobody will know what is it :( Omg I know I will get over it like tomorrow but still can't help but to feel sad and this is worst, I won't be able to study. MT paper down but not for O's yet. Can't wait for it to be over so I can focus on the rest. No big difference. Haven't been studying :( but i am still a happy kid with happy friends and wonderful classmates. They like to lie to me la, make me laugh at myself and feel silly LOL ok what about now. i can't just find a replacement! Tried it before it doesnt help a single shit. btw, pls! Don't promise me smthg you won't be able to do, you'll just end up making me sad:( and people , don't judge me. It hurts.

5 more mins to 2100. I need to get my ass out of here :P *frowns in a silly way*

COOOL

Won't tell anyone how you turn my world around

won't tell anyone your voice is my favourite sound

Do you like to smile?

I am so bored right now. Days have been great ever since my bd. I don't know why haven't I been studying these few days... I don't think I am ever going to work towards my goal and do well for exams :( ok, no sad faces. I am having a runny nose! :S It is killing me since morning. I used 8 packets of tissue, zzz. On side note, I can't wait for quite a number of things! Like napfa, 29/4, GSS, life between after o's and before school reopens. Haha I think too much. Sometimes, I wish my reaction was faster. I am always dumbfounded when I am with the lamest person I have ever met on Earth. Omg those jokes and funny incidents. WTH so damn hilarious. TGIF, tmr is flag day and afterwhich I will head home to study! No more procrastination. I need to stay awake and energetic! Sigh, I h8 it, it's gng to be may soon. But I can't wait for o levels to be over. If I don't move on then o levels will never be over right.... I wonder when will all the images in my mind come into reality.... I really can't wait to do all those stuffs with my dear ones! ♥

(Y) I know it will be, soon after. LOL

happy :)

Hiya people :D I am so damn full right now yet nibbling on a piece of oreo cheese cake trying to finish it. ughhh its killing me but i have to finish it. anyway I am so happy today hehe.

Thank you to all who made the effort to remember my birthday! :)

And Shuyu! she's awesome manzx. She never fails to wish me a happy birthday EVERY year. Although we are so busy, some of my friends around me don't even remember, zzz. Lol but I don't blame them.

k i'm gna try to finish this piece of cake. I'm still very happy but tired! Love you guys muacks! Bye~

It's time to move on

Sorry I'm late

Pictures are all in random order and not all are uploaded.

Why do you always disappoint me? And please, stop taking me for granted.

We have put all the past behind us :)

I used to have musical box when I was young. You know those kind when you open it up and melodies starts playing and the little ballerina statue starts turning in circles?
Isn't it nice to have one? I wonder where mine gone to. Days of having a musical box of my own felt like a dream. I wonder why.
Anyway, I don't see it much outside anymore. I wish to have a new one. Will go hunt for one when I have the time.
Not so soon, maybe some time later in June.

AND LOOK LOOK!

Yay I am gna read this books soon. Have to wait for huiyi to finish I Kissed Dating Goodbye first :)
Got to know about the first book thru this site : Ohsofickle
It was a beautiful and meaningful post there .
Just something to share :) BYE :D

Breathless

ugh i'm so fed up right now!! Why is the computer moving so slowly...haven't had this problem for ages. shitz it came back, this new comp is not even a year old yet! ANYWAY.I told myself to stop hoping because normally it doesn't comes true if i hope so ya better don't hope. must make it a must. So...i thought today'd be a bad day today as i had a rough day ytd but no, today turned out quite well, at least all the feeling went away even before recess. which is...good :) i had a good day laughing almost everyday. basically i can laugh about anything whether i am sad or happy, it's up to me isn't it. Just that...it doesn't shows the true me inside. TODAY i boarded the bus home w/o joey and serene when we waited for the bus tgt LOL. It was because the bus was too packed! But luckily i had the companion of kai sheng and jia po. and oh! Today is surely a lucky day cos today class was xtremely quiet! so peaceful...

er... what to say...hmm i guess getting so emotional will do me no good so i will try to reduce it to the min. I do have good friends around me whom i love a lot isn't it? :) i love my friends. Hear me? I LOVE YOU GUYS HAHA I should also try to be as cheerful and lame like some of my friends LOL they can't seem to grow up. (Heh but still I love them!) I mean like I think life can be pretty good if we see life in a good way! Which we usually don't -.- If I can get out of school soon, it'd definitely be a whole lot better! (I really CANNOT wait to graduate, zzz.) FRP is starting next week and why are we getting all the teachers that aren't our teachers? Sigh i'm so tired and so glad that we are stepping down soon alr! Tho i still want to dance but.. studies first LOL and i'll miss peter teo! :( he's so nice .

this post is full of random stuffs i know . i am just trying to shoot everything out that is popping in my mind. I.should.really.stop.texting. because most of the time it leads to misunderstandings
Irritating right. Tsk i h8 it. its so much better to talk face to face and it makes me feel so much better in trusting that person, NO DOUBT, that textng helps to kill boredom and keeps you on cloud nine, mostly. Lastly, I MISS THOSE TALKS THE SIX OF US HAD UGH. even if it's the simplest things, we can still be happy as long as it's the six of us :) I love you. Aww and YAY IT'S APRIL!!!!!! (I'm late i know)

Muscial this sat, what are you wearing? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

From the scratch

I don't want to sleep tonight because I don't know how to...

It's so near right now,

She uses xtremely thundering laughter to cover her sorrows.
I immerse myself in blasting music to stop myself from knowing what is happening in the surroundings

there.is.school.tomorrow.

So anyway my computer is moving rather slow today i'm not gna say so much. It's not like this usually.

Yesterday was so wasted. Didn't study...ended up talking about dogs,dramas etc with jerald..I just can't concentrate yesterday something else was on my mind for the ENTIRE day. and Mac was mad distracting, the library was mad cold! I guess i was the only one among the four shivering like mad. I'm not so happy these days hope school tomorrow would cheer me up a lil or maybe dance. but lil hope only :(

Thank god, he gave me a great friend. He listens to me, and i listen to his crap. That's what friends are for? Lol

I sort out my thoughts ytd in the car otw to changi hospital. Yes much better.
i have to finish my hw later! I don't want to waste my time! and my chinese letter writing is already late...lol i guess i only handed in on time for the first compo. in term 1 i put in hell lot of effort, but my perseverance died not long after. it's just so long and naggy and it takes me hours to complete one

Gng out to study in awhile. Ah I'm tired of studying non stop everyday and rushing home to start on my daily revision plan and I get really pissed off when my plans gets corrupted. Bye

I tend to ask myself, "are we friends? or is it just a show to everyone in the world"

Sudden urge to shop but no $$ TT

It's coming and I'm so afraid

We're ordinary people but at least we're happy