Monday, December 14
Very soon school will reopen. I don't want leiiiii. How????? You say you would be there when I'm not alright. But where are you? I don't see you/your text/your call. Liar. Big fat liar. I hate you. I hate you for treating me like a toy. I hate you for messing up with my life. I can be very sure this is definitely not my fault because I have no intention to talk to you right at the first place. Pls at least clear up this mess for me now. I'm feeling terrible. CLEAR UP THIS MESS FOR ME YOU HEAR ME?? SCHOOL IS STARTING, IF YOU DON'T I WON'T BE ABLE TO CONCENTRATE, I WON'T BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO. It's all messed up now. I DON'T WANT MY MOOD TO BE AFFECTED DURING SCHOOL DAYS. I WANT MY LIFE TO RETURN TO NORMAL. I REALLY FEEL DEVASTATED. Why did you intrude my life without asking my permission??? Why did you do that??????? WHY CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS, WHY DID YOU CRACK JOKES THAT ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE MENTION??? WHY? CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY. AND why are you giving me this attitude now? Have I done anything wrong? I HATE YOU.