Yes
I've changed so much. So much I can't even recgonize myself.
People around me are asking why am I acting this way. I wonder myself too. WHY?
I used to laugh so hard I couldn't stop. I used to laugh with my heart. I used to laugh truthfully.
Not for the sake of laughing and cooperating with the others.
Nobody can make me feel assured. Maybe only my family. I feel so real with them.
Only when I'm with them, I am the real me. You understand ?
I hate it. I can't even out myself into just a mere smile. Those constant reminders annoy me so much.
I miss the beautiful past. All I'm left with is just pictures and a vivid memory of what had happened.

Why are we feigning ignorance to the drift...