July is finally here for goodness sake! My first day of July was rather pleasant but the part @ the end totally destroyed evey single thing. Ugh never mind. My June was horrible but shan't dwell on it so much either.
I don't know if I am doing the right thing this time. I might end up regretting I know but I want to give it a try. I actually don't know what I exactly want. There's just big big question marks all over my head. I am anticipating for the day where the truth uncovers. Hesistating if I should tell this to someone but na, what stays in my heart, shall remain in there forever. At least I have some beautiful memories for myself which no one knows. That's nice, I guess? I just know I'm determined to do this. I wonder how long this will last, or will it just end tomorrow. Well, let's just take a step as the days passes by.
ANYWAY I am trying to adapt to a huge appetite. I still remember how I tried gobbling down lots of food but end up almost vomitting because my stomach simply just can't take so much food! I want to have a huge appetite, I want to learn to love food. Of course, my views won't just change like this. There's still a huge variety of food which I don't like. Ok I don't want to go on anymore. I want to go surf the net and talk to my friend. Bye
Do you always have cravings but you are not certain of what you are craving for? I do.
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This is my idol! I love him so much! My heart palpitates when I see him! hahaha yay i'm so proud of him such a talented guy. ♥ ♥ ♥