Tuesday, June 29

Tranquility

Why do you always think I'm so easy to coax? You think sitting next to me or making me smile is enough? What am I to you? A three-year-old, a fool or your puppet? You know what? You're really awesome. Because no matter how hard I try, I will end up losing to you at the end of the day. I can never make you feel as hurt as how you made me felt. That's what you called friends. Come on, I think we're more like strangers. What are you exactly hiding? What is all this nonsense? You know I have to pray so hard so that I won't fall into awkward situations. Kudos to you. You are such a fantabulous being. Thumbs up.

Anyway on much a lighter note, I think google is really informative! I learn so much from it and I think I'm falling in love with it. (Y)

On a much much lighter note, I guess I will start blogging more often. That was a good break I had from all the anguish. Really wish to end school and move on to my holidays. For the moment being, I don't feel like having school. Neither do I feel like shopping. I feel so restless, I wasted a shopping day. When I look at the clothes, I went like Oh no.. not again. I pictured the scenes where I have to push the clothes so hard just to take a good look. It might not even be one. I have to queue up for the fitting room... Forget it. I didn't bother to shop. And it doesn't feels good at all to be walking on the streets all day with nothing on your hands @ the end of the day. I need a break from all those constant frustrations.

Guess what, tomorrow's a Wednesday. 5 months back, it was a Wednesday too. This is so damn coincidental. I might faint. God bless me. Bye
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