2010 officially ends when the clock strucks 0000 tomorrow night. What a fruitful year… I quite like it I would say.
2010 wasn’t exactly awesome but at least it was still enjoyable. Apart from all the studying for O Levels, everything else was good. In fact, it was great. 2010 was definitely better than 2009, my character and life wise was a huge leap from how things used to be in 2009. A lot had changed and I’m pretty much satisfied with most of the changes.
I had the time of my life this year. Good and bad ones. Had lots of valuable lessons and beautiful days. Most memorable months would be May and July.
Also, 2010 was an eventful year. I swear. Chingay, the big ‘O’s, Grad Night, Prom Night. Also, international events like World Cup and YOG. Best part would be I’ve finally learnt to let go of the past. Not completely, but so much better than how I used to hold on and made myself suffer. Which wasn’t worth it. Hm this year was the first time in my ten years of education that I had studied my ass out and finally got a scholarship!!!!! Wee so hairpeee hahahhaha. I was also awarded with Eagles Award!!!! Heh kudos to Mdm Zhao! Attained A1 for my MT GCE Os as well, all thanks to Mdm Zhao again. Also had many first encounters this year, had the best birthday in my sixteen years.
Having said that, there are also many last times this year. Like my last day in secondary school and it might also be my last time dancing this year. I’ve made decisions that were right this year. I’ve no regrets this year, done good deeds and committed sins. No matter what I did, God is always there. And most surprising thing of all that happened in 2010 was that I did something I thought I never would.
Lastly, I’m not sure if this is a good or bad thing but yeah once again I’m even more confirmed that true love does not exist. Too many people around me have proven that fact to me, even my family. So about that thing that humans are intitally born with 2 heads, 4 legs and hands and yadda yadda. I guess I will not be looking for him and he’s not really interested to look for me either. Maybe he’s gay? Lol that’s nice we can be best friends.
I really learnt a lot in 2010 and I don’t bear to bid goodbye to 2010. Honestly, I think I’m a little unprepared for 2011. 2011 is so unfamiliar to me. There will be changes in 2011. Changes I can’t predict. It might change my entire life. Who knows? What has to come, will come. What I can only do, is to accept whatever’s that coming my way and make the best out of it. Life still moves on so I will still go on looking forward, continue to trust God, keep in touch with my lovely friends, stay grounded to my principles, meet new people and learn new things! Hopefully each year will be better than the previous one time after time just like how 2010 was so much better than 2009.
Cheers to 2011! Reluctantly…