Sunday, December 26

Hey I have a present for you, can you come down now?

So how was your Christmas people?

Mine was fab! Christmas carols, dogs, toddlers, presents, candy canes, good food, christmasy atmosphere, things you see on Christmas… Everything was good except that I was caught up with a flu on the night of Christmas Eve. And it just got worser on Christmas. Ah what a spoiler. I enjoyed anyway despite feeling unwell. Haha it could have been better still! I was really sick by 4am this morning. Never never never felt so sick for a really long time I swear. Not even when I was studying for my national exams. Why oh why?

I’m still not informed about my schedule for work this coming week. I want to quit my working life but I know I wouldn’t survive for a month if I did so. F&B is so tiring and so not my thing. Yes I am complaining after telling myself to suck it up for so long. It’s been a month and to be exact, I’ve only worked 7 days for FC. In addition, 2 days for TL. I’ve got a feeling I do not need to work this coming week as well. So I’m going to quit after getting my pay which is a pretty small sum only. This is so upsetting ok. On a brighter note, the people there are generally quite nice

Hm 2010 ending in like what? 5 days. And school is starting. Not for me, for Eugenia and Zoe which means it is even harder to meet them.

I am afraid actually. 2010 has been too good to me. Life has been too kind to me in 2010. So it sort of got me hanging in the mid-air, not wanting to let go. Not wanting to move on to 2011. But this is not a joke. The first day of 2011 will still come. So I have to continue to believe that tomorrow is going to be better! It will be. What if 2011 turns out to be like 2009? I don’t want.
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