I know this picture is very blur but I love this picture madly, not because it looks beautiful or any other reason you can think of, simply becuase I look happy here. Very very happy.Things are not like how it was before. Not many will understand this unless you are in my shoes. There is so much I'd like to do and say to you. Time forbids me to. We all know there are more important issues in life. I wish I could rewind so I would not foolishly allow myself to fall into this. Friends? Ha, nobody can ever make me understand this more than you do. I don't like to be tied up with school work, results and more school work. At the end of the day, I'm bruised and scarred. I have done the dumbest thing and put down my pride in front of you. I want to be as cheerful as possible. I want to prove her wrong. I don't like the way people look down on us, it's like a stab in the heart. It's not because I'm insulted, I don't mind being insulted, it will just drives me to work harder and fight for what I want in life. I just cannot bear with the fact that you and the others are insulted too. I wonder when will we all wake up and prove people wrong. I have always believed that we can do it, but as time goes by, I am gradually losing faith in everybody. However I have never lose faith in you, because I believe that we will be so happy on the day we should be. You ask me why do I help you so much, I was really dumbfounded at that point of time. I totally had no idea why was I working so hard to improve on you. The bottom line is that I'm sincerely thankful for all that God have given me in life. No doubt, life is not smooth. But I will never make the effort to erase those bad memories, these are all part of life. Why should I avoid them? I may lose everything but I want to make it big someday.