to give the Taiwan trip a miss.
To Joey/Zoe/Eugenia/and those who consistently insist that all sec 4s must go :
I am sorry... I have thought it over and over again several times. I know it's a rare opportunity that we are able to go overseas together but no, all that fun can wait.
Please don't feel sad/ give me sad faces or plead me anymore...because it will just add to my guilt. Really, I am trying hard not to let anything affect my decision. This is a hard decision to make. So...let's be positive because after our o's and your o's next year, we can still have lotsa fun together in sg, no doubt that having fun in overseas is way better but yup, what matters most is having us together not where we end up @ isn't it :)
Again, I am sorry for being so selfish but still hope that you guys will understand