I'm already trying my best can't you see that? Why are you forever unsatisfied with what I do? Am I such an eyesore to you? Then why the hell do you give birth to me in the first place? Why don't you just chuck me into the bin instead? Maybe life would be better for me that way. Seriously, this has been in my heart for too long, I CANNOT take it anymore.

Pardon me, I'm having a huge problem now and I don't know when is it going to end.



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I am just too stressed up during this period, I will get over with it soon. Just now I went to read serene's blog and I thought there was something I ought to clarify about myself.
01. Almost always when people ask me a question, I am not processing I will just answer you anyhow because I'm just plain lazy to start the engine in my brain.
02. For the incident last Friday, what I cried for was not purely because of stress. I have a hell lot of problems waiting for me to handle. And big thankyou to people who tried to cheer me up, esp sally and daniel. Daniel always seem to give the support during the time when we need it but other than these, he's usually cranky (lol), ok thanks. I'm getting this moments of gan3 dong4 in the recent from different people. This, is wonderful. THANKS again.

It took me 3 months to get over everything (not referring to anything above), this time it may take me at least half a yr. Great.