Thursday, February 4

I saw, I heard, I ignored

I'm @ a loss for words. Seriously.
I don't know why am I so easily crushed by some trivial matters.
Is it really that trivial? Maybe to people out of the box but not me.
Ahh anyway my classmates are saying that I look tired. Do i?
I feel tired, thus it's another reason for me to stop all that thumb exercise I'm having since long ago. It sucks trust me.
Having dance tomorrow, I feel like having a good chat with my dear dance mates.
Esp dova! Had a long chat with her the last dance pract in range, omg we had exact sentiments!! :)

I typed a few things into my phone today, it's like a diary to me. I have diaries here and there. It's like scattered everywhere.
Considering too much before talking, I end up hurting nobody (which is good) but myself (which is dumb). It's dumb like @@!$%%^$^@!@#!~@#$%#%^!!!!!! I was stoning all the way on my way home today.

  1. I want to go somewhere which is serene
  2. I can't wait for that damn O's to be over.
  3. so that I can stop obeying those rules which aren't necessary at all.
  4. i can't wait to graduate so that i can get it off my shoulders, no more you you you you you.(if you think you're one then insert your name in while reading)
  5. I want to go out with the girls, its been so long
  6. Lazy as ever written so many notes to remind myself to do it and not procrastinate but i still end up lazing ard
  7. my memory is failing me tho sometimes it's so much better than my friends lol.
  8. tomorrow is fri = your face + weekends are coming!
  9. CTs commences next tues :/
  10. Stop all the thumb exercising!
  11. today sucked.
  12. there is english Tmr!!!!!!!!!! (sian x1000000000)
  13. Haha dansen owes me a mirror since like 1yr ++ ago, he's still mentioning it to me thou but with no intention to return me lol. but it's ok, i don't bother about mirrors anymore
  14. Rehearsal Tmr & the day after, hopefully things goes smoothly! *prays hard*
  15. I need to complete my Chemistry worksheet
  16. I can't disappoint my teachers and myself,
  17. i h8 the canteen food ttm
  18. I need that special motivation to continue
  19. I'm so afraid I will screw up my physics test
  20. I don't know why am I posting so often these days
  21. My geog improved so much. From last in class to I don't know, not bad ones LOL for my lousy standard
  22. No chinese tomorrow (Y)
  23. Please god, let it rain Tmr morning, I H8 FITNESS COS IT'S NOT FITNESS AT ALL. I like the one we did last pe lesson
  24. I hate curves + E maths,
  25. Fri is polo tee day, something to rejoice about haha
  26. Pretty afraid that everything might come back, it's only one week :(
  27. I am going to drink some tonic tomorrow, blame it on my weak body :(
  28. It has been weeks since I read my novel! Too busy alr :(
  29. I (L) my playlist & ps :D
  30. I booked appt alr :)

The list justs goes on, but I want to stop here. Bai I am so darn tired, I'll complete my ws and hit the sack. Sleep tight :)

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